Right on

Me: So I'm really self centered and arrogant at times

Jesus: I should compliment you on how truthful you can be

Me: Ya, thanks for that

Me: Hey .... sideorder: Are you sarcastic with everyone

Jesus: People hear what they are listening for and what they are ready to hear

Me: damn... I was waiting for you to tell me lottery numbers, what slot machine to put money into, that I'll fall in love tomorrow, and that I will be offered a directing job with complete creative control before I am done with college even...

Jesus: You're not ready for that

Me: Shit... ya I am... Hey remember when the voices told me to Gamble at Green Valley Ranch Casino at like 1am and I wouldnt listen, but they kept telling me to, and missed the exit and almost went to another casion instead and they told me "No idiot, we said Green Valley Ranch Casino... tonight" Then I won like $2500!?!?!?

Jesus: Ya goodtimes

Me: Can you do that again... this time make it millions and throw in a boyfriend?

Jesus: ... Sorry I wasnt paying attention ... No... the answer to your 1st question is No, Not everyone

Me: I think I have your frequency on delay.

Me: So back to being arrogant and full of myself...

Jesus: Oh ...more of that? You didnt get enought the 1st time?

Me: So I actually think I am turning into a great writer with a very unique view, slant, voice etc blah blah blah.... This, bye the way would be an excellent example of my writing prowess...

So Im think Im slowly turning into an amazing writer and always felt I was a great storyteller... a master even

Jesus: I'm sensing there is some sort of but...

Me: Wow, this is why yo're Jesus and Im .... hmmmm

Jesus: Have a loss of words there Mr amazing writer?

Me: Well ya.. that is just it. I do think that I can be amazing and even have moments of brilliance... my own brand of brilliance. and here is the but

Jesus: Im not sure if I Iwanna see your but...

Me: Anyays, While I seem to have not doubt to my own splendor and greatness, I dont have much to show for it, or prove. I have a script that is 1/4 to 1/3 done, a few short animated videos, some short little writing blurbs, chicken scratch notes and ideas, and some blogs. Yet I have this unshakable feeling of greatness confidence and destiny when it comes to storytelling and now writing. I dont know where it comes from

Jesus: That would be me. I made this

Me: Ya thanks for thatI do have this sense of being, ownership, self importance and arrogance but I dont have anything to show for it or much to back it up. Quite a few times I feel the desire or need to write, yet I get stuck and have no idea what to write. I'll sit there foever with nothing

Jesus: just write stop thinking. Isnt this part of the reason fore this paritular insane blog

Me: Right, write... right